Renzokukened Heart...

Renzokukened. Yes, Ive been renzokukened (the skill that cloud used to kill me) by my ex-girlfriend. Shit, this hurts so much. I cant understand what Im feeling. I want to get her back, I shouldnt have cleared it off, ah, bullshit. I know She wont come back. I just wish though. Man, that girl is one of a kind, she`s stuck in my heart, she makes me, feel the love that I never had. But shit, I just let go of her, stupid of me. Dammit. I shouldnt have done that. But, What the hell, I love that girl so much. Even if there are the oh-so-redundant-so-many Consents to be considered. Shit, I should just have made that pass by, now look at me. Im so incomplete right now. There are things that I miss so0o0o much. Dammit, If I could just turn back the time, I shouldnt have let her go.

Fuck this, I hate myself, Im just wondering where do I go now.

-jP
-Sephiroth